scary monsters (and super creeps)

oh my god does this thing still exist?! i havent posted in a year maybe i should do something about that...

ugh i can hear the cicadas of death outside my window as this miserable texas heat of the summer sets in. i loved it when it was storming everyday but that's all over now. finished reading everything for english though i'm pretty sure i'll reread everything before school starts again. finally getting around to my college research i've narrowed it down to:
Duke
St. Edward's
Trinity San Antonio
A&M @ Galveston

my top choice is duke but that's if i can get in which i'm pretty worried that i can't i have to really work my ass off the first semester of senior year. no more fuckin around. which shouldnt be nearly as hard as last year because i'm taking all languages and liberal arts courses except for that damn bcis which i don't want to take because it's stupid.

so i feel pretty stupid for having a teenybopper moment because i have no respect for those people, but atleast it's not over a boy band member. sitting here listening to beck i'm so pissed he's getting married. just the sound of his voice is so great it's drawing me in. grrr. this new shade i dyed my hair did NOT come out the way the box indicated it would, it's an exact shade of maroon instead of red. so i'm actually hoping for the first time ever that it fades quickly so i can go back to a more natural shade by the time school looms over me again.

party last night was pretty good. after the jello wrestling christy and aaron took the remaining jello over to mccallum to dump on the front entrance. probably had to hose down the bed of the truck after hauling it over there though. i'm so tired i need to start going to bed sooner because i still wake up on schedule with the school year, far far too early.

ahh, so party is on for tonite and i currently have 4 giant bowls of jell-o in my fridge for the wrestling bit.

i'm totally itching to get over to sally hansen today as soon as i can steal the car from my mom. i need a new coloring brush so i can touch up my roots. i love being a redhead and i'm surprised i've stuck to it for over two years since i had a habit of changing it every couple months. my dream hair is red ringlets but sadly i was born with straight blonde hair.
i keep telling myself i'll start reading my english assignments today but then it's 'o i forgot again i'll get to it tommorrow.' i kind of hope the party is cancelled tomorrow night cause i don't really fell like going. having THE drama couple there just gets old.

ah, my yoga tape finally came. i didn't want to take a class because a. it's expensive and b. i dont want to do it in front of other people. so this works out nicely. i've really gotta clean up my room today i have 4 stacks of books surrounding my bed piled as high as my waist. but that's a hazard of loving to read far too much. grandma's coming into town tonight, unfortunately my father is coming back as well but it's so much fun without out him while it's lasted. i have to call see if the party's still on for saturday night cause i dont want to show up like a retard and be told that there's no party go home.

oh god now i'm listening to jewel! what is this feminist stint i'm on? somebody stop me!

so i have a stack of "shame" cds if you will, that is located behind my stack of regular cds. this pile consists of chick music (think lilith fair) some new-punk records i was deaf enough to purchase, and some cheesy hits of the 50s cds as well. but i was in the mood for some chick music today, i think it's the overcast skys fault, so i pulled out this sarah mclachlan cd i hadn't forgotten i even have until today. but anyway...the fat brat is off to see our dear friend today, i hope the airline loses her luggage.

so i'm pretty displeased that certain fat spoiled brats are getting the money from their parents to fly up and see a certain person that they used to treat like total shit until that certain person announced that she was moving out of state. and she is going to see her for the second time AND when that certain person who moved comes back into town to visit the rest of her friends next week, i'm sure said fat brat will prevent her from seeing the rest of us more than once JUST LIKE THE LAST TIME. whatever i need to figure out how to return some shoes i ordered, i asked for pink and they sent me metallic fuschia which is quite ugly. debating whether or not to go do community service tommorrow for NHS probably won't do it.

oh i may be bored as hell but i've learned from the last 17 years' worth of summer vacations DO NOT COMPLAIN (it could be worse, you could be in algebra right now). oh but the next time i have to set foot inside that shit hole i'll be a senior in the home-stretch.